Dropping Out

So its now nearing the end of the semester at this university and its time for the GPA showdown! This wonderful university comes with deals when handing out scholarships and since high school was amazingly easy for me, and being a science major is not that easy, its time to draw my guns and figure out if im going to have a 3.0 gpa. If not, this is the end of me at this institution.
I considered dropping out of school last night. 60 minutes aired a special on paleontology and the main man that has found the most T-rex's ever dropped out of college in his junior year! Perfect! Thats what i am. I really dont know what a Masters or bachelors even for that much will do for me if i walked outside today and tripped over a dinosaur bone. People could care less if i find anything amazing where i went to school. This is something to take into consideration. i would have to move to Montana and find a home and job. Oh yeah and i'd have to buy a pick-axe. Besides that i dont really have anything but student loans keeping me here in O-H-I-O oh and maybe i should wait until spring to move out there because im not really sure what the Montana's winters are like. This way it wouldnt even matter what my gpa is going to be.

Im taking it as a sign from destiny if i dont get a gpa of 3.0 that im supposed to be doing otherwise. Well im off the store to buy hiking boots and a hat because you cant look good doing what im doing!!

Do you ever realize that you can pass by something everyday and not even realize that its right in front of you?..Just merely because you could easy obtain whatever the item is without any difficulty. You may have no need for that item or person or may not even want them around, but the second that thing is unavailable, you cant think of anything else. That person couldve been yours but now you dont know when it will be that you'll have another chance. The best part about this whole situation is as soon as that item or person becomes available the want and need to have it completely disappears.
If life was easy, we would just make up our damn minds and get the thing when it was available or not complain when its gone.. simple as that.
But no we have screw everything up. I know..pointless blog but i just had to get that off my chest. Now its time to go walk by something i can have and keep walking, just like we all do.